How many of you have ever tried to get rid of someone by not talking to them and just plain avoiding them? I have. Over the course of 3 months I have tried to get rid of the boy that I want the most in this world. And, don't guess Arnie, please. I found out some pretty tragic things earlier and I really don't want to talk about them because they would just bring me down from the whole cheating situation. The boy I am talking about is Taylor Hively. I never really noticed how much I had missed him after I talked to James about it. I started talking to Taylor again about 2 weeks ago and at first he told me that he still had feelings for me, because I told James to tell him what I had been telling James how much I missed Taylor, Valentines Day, and I didn't want to lose him and etc. Taylor had told James that he was giving me a second chance and that he still wanted to be with me. About a week later, Taylor told me he had lost feelings for me, and that he didn't like me anymore. I truthfully, was hurting. But, this had happened so many times before with other guys, I didn't know why it would. I haden't feel hurt with any of the other guys that had friendzoned me before, so I guess, I could conclude,
Taylor was different. So, on Saturday I went over to my grandmothers and usually I take her phone because she has the new Windows 8 phone, and I downloaded Kik on it so I can talk to all of my long-distance friends(Tumblr,Youtube, etc.) and friends from Rigby and IF. And the whole time I was on kik, no messages except from Trevor and Dane. So, after I went to lunch with my grandma and mother, we went back to my grandmas house and I told my mom bye because I was spending the night at my grandmas house. Afterwards, my grandma and i went to the store and we bought food for me (Since she has like NOTHING at her house.) We went to Sams Club, Fred Meyers, then Shopko. In Sams club I got animal crackers and they are sooo good!! And then Fred Meyers was the best place in the world.. I saw Taylor there.. We just kind of ran into eachother. We said hi and had a super duper awkward conversation. But, Thats alright. Because that night he said that he was happy to see me and that his feelings for me might come back if we hang out more. We were supposed to hang out today, but he couldn't make it. Sadly.
Anway. I'm just so happy that Taylor and I might get back together and we can just be a super happy couple.
Song of the Day:
Princess&&I Fell In Love Once- Chace Coy.
This song has only been one of my favorites for like. 2 minutes no joke. Its only 41 seconds, but it fades into a different song called "I Fell In Love Once". They both are really good songs, and I have fallen in love with Chace Coy because another one of my bestfriends, Kenzie, told me about him. He is an amzing singer, so you guys should check him out(:
Shoutouts: Rebekah, James, and Taylor<3
Rebekah: Im not mad at you anymore. I was just mad because you should've just asked me. So. Yeah, BTW: Happy almost birthday<3 I can't get you the watermelon cake, but I'll try my best during the summer. Okay? Im just really tight on money and can't. I'm trying really hard to get you a perfect present tho.(:
James; BRO. YOU TOTALLY MADE OUT WITH CUDDLEFISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Taylor; Hey. I love you, k bye. c":
~ . Chelsea-Evelyn . ~
