That one night when you just need someone.

This post is basically all about Bek and I. I know I sound super obsessed, But I sware I'm not.. I just really miss all of this...

 This a picture Bek edited of me before the snow came :P I say about September...

This is another one. This was when I accidentally kicked her mirror and broke a part of it :P 

 This was also when I broke her mirror and she just did a perfect job at editing.

 These were all of our best of's. We had so much fun making&taking those.

 This is another one we took..

 This is a picture Bek edited of me when we went to the mall for Mary's present.

 We wore Varsity jackets. Soon, I gave hers back and we both agreed we have horrible B.O. xD 

 This was the first time I EVER went to Bek's house... This is honestly one of my favorite pics.

 This was me and Mary.. xD

Right now, I just really want a friend by me. It feels like it used to before all the drama between all of us happened. I really need Bekah over here. or me with her. But, I don't think that will happen anytime soon. I really need Bek right now. I just feel like I need her at the moment. I don't know why.. Maybe its just because I miss her..? Maybe its because I need to speak out my feelings and the only one I can speak to is her..? I don't even know. All I do know is that I need to talk to her and laugh my head off with her again.

To be honest, I feel like I am taking over. and being like "No. You cannot hug bek. Shes MY bestfriend." and I just feel like I'm being...Selfish. Or.. Maybe I just need sleep? UGH. WHY CAN'T I JUST FIGURE THIS OUT. Its so hard.
Anyway.
I just don't know. So. Anyway.
I love you guys for reading my pathetic little sappy stories.. I really do. So, thanks.

Song of the day: You Are- Colton Dixon. I recently found out my most favorite American Idol contestant got an album. I'm pretty proud.(:  But this song, just has so much passion.

Shout-outs; Bek.
I know you probably won't reply to me about this. But, I just wanted to let you know all of this.

But, you gotta keep your head up.

Hey guys.
Its nice to finally update my blog again. Recently, my bestfriend, Jo, has been dealing with serious depression. I love him, guys! Hes fantastic and I would hate to lose him. he means a lot to me, and I would really like if you guys went to his Facebook and gave him some support(: I would love you guys forever if you did. Just go to my "friends" list and type in Jo. It would really mean a lot.

Anyway.
I went to Zumba with my mom on Thursday night because it was an hour and a half class. As me and my mom are driving there, we see this guy on his 4 wheeler, me and my mom were making fun of him because his taillight was out in the left side. We went to Zumba, and guess who it was..
JAMES. So, I go in with him and then I see KRISTA. omg. It was great. So, later, my mom stayed on the floor, and I went upstairs with them and we partied! c: I got pretty sick at the end so I sat for a few min. On the last 3 songs I did them. At the end, James and I sang "cups" and it was fun. c:

Song of the day: What makes you beautiful. This song is the song Taylor messaged me one time.

Shoutouts: no one today because i'm so tired. xD okay. bye guys(: