All I want is the taste that your lips allow. ♥

Hey guysss! Well, its been a while since I last updated and things have been pretty hectic. Reasons are just because of family and I don't really want to get into them..Another reason is because well.. My photography dreams are ruined until I can come up with $500. My family is building a deck for our backyard, and I took before pics for it. Well, when I did, I put it on one of our lawn chairs and I totally forgot about it, so the sprinklers got it. The next morning, I was pissed, and I started to cry. I literally cried for 5 hours straight just because that camera was like my baby. No joke. I was so devastated. So, I couldn't even tell my grandma about it because I know she would be so disappointed because it wasn't a cheap camera. So I asked her if the warranty was still good, and she said no, sadly. She asked me why, and I told her. She was so sad. Later on, I had to mow her lawn, and I had my earbuds in. She said something and I yelled at her because I couldn't control my voice. I asked her what and she said "nothing." and then she walked away. We have been getting into so many fights lately.. Like its not even funny..

So, off that subject, I went to Beks a few days ago and had a really good time. It was really fun getting to see my 2nd family again..

Alright, sorry this is short, ill update more later.

Love you guys.

*Ching*

-Chelsea <3

Losing him..

Now, for all of you who realize that I'm going out with Trevor, I know. I'm not saying that I'm going to break-up with Trev, I'm just saying. Its going to be hard for me to do this blog post- so please don't hate on me for it..

I need to forget about.. well.. Taylor.
But its so hard.. He keeps coming back to my mind and its like its impossible for him to leave it. I'm an idiot for leaving him hanging in the first place. He was everything that a girl wants and I just couldn't see that. I have so many emotions and feelings for him and I just can't express this to anyone, not even James. Its like  I'm in love, but at this age, I can't be. It's like he put a spell to love him forever and I just can't deal with this.. Hes so special to me, and I feel like every time I talk to him I need to spill my feelings for him, and I know I can't do that because it will just make everything worse. I really have no idea what I'm going to do. I wish someone would help me just figure all of this out. I feel so lost. And I'm posting this on here because I know he won't read it.

Sorry for rambling about my love life that's horrible -_- Anyway, Phillip came over today and to be honest, it made me happy. We talked about our life's and how bad they suck. Then, we got happy. We have a friendship rock that we bite every time we see each other.  I have to admit, Phillip has probably always been there for me when nobody else was. I mean, I do have other friends that were, but I felt like I could only trust Phillip with those things, ya know? So, we laughed, snapchatted Marco, and basically just had a great time.

These last 2 days have been great. I'm trying to beat my streak which was 4 days. (During Christmas at Rebekah's) Love you guys <3

Song Of The Day: Spend The Night- Charlie Puth. You guys can find Charlie on YouTube, and this song on Spotify. I love this song so much, and I cried really bad the first time I listened to it.

** No shoutout** I'm no longer going to do shoutouts unless its a big thing. Okay?

betcha didn't know that i'm a mess.

Panda Sex and Marshmallows...

Hey guys! So I know its been a while since I'v posted, but I wanted you guys to know that I'm not dead. Because I seriously think that some of you think I am...BUT I'M NOT OKAY. Alright, so recently I'v been just chilling at home and watching my new obsession. Teen Wolf.  This show, oh my lord. Its so amazing. I really like it. I have 4 more episodes until I reach the end, and to be honest, I really don't want it to end. I mean, that means I can't watch it again on MTV until I can catch up on ALL of the season 3. Which pisses me off. same goes for Pretty Little Liars.

I went to Bek's today (even though its Friday at 1 in the morning.. whoops..) and I had the best time. So, I was hoping that Zach would be there, but then I found out hes in Utah with Sarah, so I won't see him until the 10th of July, sadly. So when I got into Rigby from Idaho Falls because I had to go into Idaho Falls to get wood for my new fence (Which is almost done and I'm so excited!) , my mom dropped my off at Beks. I get into the driveway and I see Bek and Sienna jumping on the trampoline holding eachothers arms and breathing really hard into their faces. My mom says "What the fuck are they doing..?" "I honestly, don't know.." So I left and went inside the house and put my stuff in Beks room and then I said Hi to Andrew. I couldn't figure out how to get out to the backyard, so I just went out and did my own thing until I decided I would go outside. I went outside, but Bek&Sienna were already walking back to the house. So we said Hi and then we went inside. We just basically hung out and played "CrotchBall" in the living room  -_-

Reino and Julie came home, and they had grocery's, so we put all of them away. Tonight was actually supposed to be Movie Night, but the DVD player didn't work for Iron Man 2. Andrew was downstairs, and Adam was playing Minecraft. We went downstairs (Bek, Sienna, Andrew, and I) and we played Curses. Afterwards, we played this game called Cards Against Humanity.  This is my new favorite game. Its such an amazing game. Like seriously, its amazing. If you guys don't play it, you need to. You will laugh SO HARD.

I'm very proud to say that LiL MiSS EPiC and I are now the co-founders are a new couple. Ladies and Gentlemen, I introduce....

ADNA.

This is the couple of Adam and Sienna. They are literally so cute. If you want to read more about this, please go to the 3rd paragraph on this post. It will explain everything perfectly.

Alright, Well. I gotta go. Its going onto 2:30 in the morning and I really need to go watch creepy YouTube videos. So, I guess I'll talk to you all later, right? Love you guys (:

Song of the Day: Give Me Your Hand- The Ready Set.

Shout-out of the day: Adna. Stay safe, kids ;)

-s i g h- Let thou hate commence.

For those of you who follow my Tumblr, and were on last night, would have seen the fight I had between an anonymous person. They were incredibly rude to me, and I seriously hate anons. But I had a lot of help from Trevor( I love you babe <3 ), some of my Tumblr friends, and James.

The first anon:
Quit being such a whore and just kill yourself. You're not worth it,

My response:
Okay. Ill get right to that.

2nd anon:
Seriously. just fucking stop with all of this "I wanna be cooler than you!" shit. Just keep cutting yourself. No one would fucking care if you left.

my response:
OH REALLY. LISTEN TO ME YOU LITTLE RETARDED ASSHOLE. I’V GONE THROUGH WAY TOO MUCH SHIT TONIGHT TO HAVE YOU HURT ME. You have no idea what I have gone through in my past and I don’t need your hate at the moment. So please, stop…

What Trevor said after that anon:
leave Chelsea alone anon she didn't do shit to you, she's not anything close to a whore, trust me i would know, she's my best friend.

My response:
Thanks, Trev<3

Another anon:
um I don't fucking care what ur friends say. they still don't change how I feel about u. I honestly think u just need to shut the fuck up and go the hell away. no wonder trevor will never go out with you your ugly as fuck and your scars will probably stay there forever and make you even uglier

I just about cried my eyes out because of that one. That one hurt the most I think..

Trevor said:
anon get the fuck outta here, chelsea is gorgeous, & her scars are what makes her what she is today, & i love what she is, so i will date her she's an amazing fucking girl so take your false lies & rude comments somewhere else because theres no need for it. you're a fucking cunt that won't come off anon anyways

to be honest, I about smiled through my tears during that one.. c:

THE ANON WOULD NOT STOP.

They said:
first of all im not a cunt, you are for supporting Chelsea and "liking" her. shes a bitch, cant you see? shes fucking nothing. and her scars are ugly. UGLY. she doesn't belong here on earth because shes horrible at everything she does and she thinks that she can just do everything she wants. shes stupid as hell.

Uhm. She/he was hurting me so much..

And then I got A LOT more help from my followers, James, and Trevor.


To be honest, I don't want to talk about this at all, so I wont. But, lets just say, what the anon said hurt me and my relationship with Trevor.

Im sorry this is so short, but I just cant deal with all of this right now. Im crying my eyes out right now because what they said still hurt me, and I just cant contain how much Im hurting at the moment.

Song of the day: No Interruption-Hoodie Allen
This song is about sex, true, but it reminds me of how sexy JC Caylen is ;)

Shoutouts of the day: James, Trev, and Bek.

James; Thanks for helping last night! You are amazing and I love your theme on Tumblr. Keep rebloggin, buddy. <3

Trevor; Please stop getting grounded for having weed in your room -_- Baby, I love you. You are so amazing and you keep me strong. Thanks, cuddlebuns c;

Bek:
Im so sorry about you and Daws ):Im glad you guys are okay though. I understand how scary it can be though, I went through the same thing last summer, with a guy I met. I helped him to whole night. Stay strong!!!! I believe in you! (:

----...Chelsea...----

Dive so deep into you.

How many of you have ever tried to get rid of someone by not talking to them and just plain avoiding them? I have. Over the course of 3 months I have tried to get rid of the boy that I want the most in this world. And, don't guess Arnie, please. I found out some pretty tragic things earlier and I really don't want to talk about them because they would just bring me down from the whole cheating situation. The boy I am talking about is Taylor Hively. I never really noticed how much I had missed him after I talked to James about it. I started talking to Taylor again about 2 weeks ago and at first he told me that he still had feelings for me, because I told James to tell him what I had been telling James how much I missed Taylor, Valentines Day, and I didn't want to lose him and etc. Taylor had told James that he was giving me a second chance and that he still wanted to be with me. About a week later, Taylor told me he had lost feelings for me, and that he didn't like me anymore. I truthfully, was hurting. But, this had happened so many times before with other guys, I didn't know why it would. I haden't feel hurt with any of the other guys that had friendzoned me before, so I guess, I could conclude, Taylor was different. So, on Saturday I went over to my grandmothers and usually I take her phone because she has the new Windows 8 phone, and I downloaded Kik on it so I can talk to all of my long-distance friends(Tumblr,Youtube, etc.) and friends from Rigby and IF. And the whole time I was on kik, no messages except from Trevor and Dane. So, after I went to lunch with my grandma and mother, we went back to my grandmas house and I told my mom bye because I was spending the night at my grandmas house. Afterwards, my grandma and i went to the store and we bought food for me (Since she has like NOTHING at her house.) We went to Sams Club, Fred Meyers, then Shopko. In Sams club I got animal crackers and they are sooo good!! And then Fred Meyers was the best place in the world.. I saw Taylor there.. We just kind of ran into eachother. We said hi and had a super duper awkward conversation. But, Thats alright. Because that night he said that he was happy to see me and that his feelings for me might come back if we hang out more. We were supposed to hang out today, but he couldn't make it. Sadly.
Anway. I'm just so happy that Taylor and I might get back together and we can just be a super happy couple.

Song of the Day:
Princess&&I Fell In Love Once- Chace Coy.
This song has only been one of my favorites for like. 2 minutes no joke. Its only 41 seconds, but it fades into a different song called "I Fell In Love Once". They both are really good songs, and I have fallen in love with Chace Coy because another one of my bestfriends, Kenzie, told me about him. He is an amzing singer, so you guys should check him out(:

Shoutouts: Rebekah, James, and Taylor<3

Rebekah: Im not mad at you anymore. I was just mad because you should've just asked me. So. Yeah, BTW: Happy almost birthday<3 I can't get you the watermelon cake, but I'll try my best during the summer. Okay? Im just really tight on money and can't. I'm trying really hard to get you a perfect present tho.(:

James; BRO. YOU TOTALLY MADE OUT WITH CUDDLEFISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Taylor; Hey. I love you, k bye. c":

~ . Chelsea-Evelyn . ~

Happy Endings Are Stories That Haven't Ended Yet.

Well, I'm single.

He cheated on me with his ex. And its pretty hard for me to write on my blog about this right now, because my eyes are puffy with tears and almost closed shut. I am crying so hard right now guys.. I really need some help.. Please, somebody talk to me.I just really need someone right now..

-Chelsea-

Inspirational Music.

So I really need some inspirational music, guys..
And heres the catch:
You give me some inspirational music and I will give you any type of music you need(:
 Comment  below and I'll make a Spotify playlist of the music you guys gave me(:

Thank you guys!!!

-Chelsea-

I wrote again(:

Hey Simpkins!!(:

So, I wrote a new poem and I think it's reaaallllyyy good.(:

She ran down the street,

as if she wasn't trying to miss a beat.

She ran away so quick,

Just like how fast the flame comes up on her Bic.

He comes to her mind with every step,

And she starts to think about how she would've kept.

She finally slows and stops, thinking about what she just did,

And she starts thinking about how easy it was as a kid.

The rain mixing with her tears on her face,

Makes her wonder if she'll ever win this race.

-Chelsea-Evelyn Moore.

Did you guys like it? I hope you did.

Comment on it?(:

Song of the day: Adam Vs. Eve- Epic Rap Battles of History.

Shoutout of the day: Grace Richmond!!!

Grace: Hey Girly!(: Saturday will be so much fun! Can't wait!(: 

25 days♥ **CHARNIE UPDATE**

"I love you is a hard thing to say, harder to mean it, and even more hard to keep the saying strong."

-Chelsea-Evelyn Moore

Hey, my little Simpkins!

 Oh, wait.. I haven't told you guys about my mascot yet, have I? Well, the only people who know are my 2nd family(The Macki's). So I guess I'll have to tell you guys about him! So, recently I made myself a mascot, and its a cat. he's on my cover photo on the top of my blog. This is him: 

He's cute, huh?

I don't really know why I chose him out of all the other animals, but eh. I like his fangs(: So he's my mascot, and I'm calling my fans "Simpkins." So, I call you guys Simpkins from now on.<3

Okay, so me and Arnie are still currently in a relationship,and i am seriously the happiest girl in the whole world. He is just so sweet, and incredible. I think this is the best relationship I have been in. Its also the longest. Well, no its not. But whatever, we will be together for a while.I know it. 

Song of the day: Garbage Truck-Sex Bomb-Omb. This is from Scott Pilgrim and its AMAZING.

Shout out of the day: Dawson.

Daws, you NEED to bring me my monster! Please!!!!!

Stay Strong, and Keep Smiling.

Recently, I have been feeling sad, and guilty. I'v been feeling bad about bullying and being really rude to people. Whether its Facebook, Tumblr, Email or even in the real world. I just need to apologize to some people. So, I'm going to say something I'm sorry about and then a compliment.

James (Facer): Hey, James. I'm sorry for friend zoning you so many times. I'm also really sorry that I never hug you anymore. I'm sorry. I hope we can still do the talent show together next year! I hope you and Katelyn have a AMAZING time at prom(: Dance your socks off.

Dawson (Hammond): I'm sorry for always calling you midget boy. Even though you get called it anyway by Chris,Marcus,Braxton,Isaiah, ect. I still feel like it hurts you. I'm sorry. I hope you and Bek can be together for a LONG time. (:

Rebekah (Phillips): I'm sorry for not being there when you need me the most, and I'm sorry about not being able to hang out with you as much as we used to. I'm sorry. I love you so much though. You are one of my bestest friends ever. Thank you so much<3

Melissa (Scott): I'm sorry for annoying you and your mom, and also using your kindle to talk to Arnie. Don't forget to tell you're mom I'm sorry for that.  I'm sorry. You are super duper gorgeous and you and Justin are going to be together for a LONG time.

Grace (Richmond): I'm sorry about how I usually am a know-it-all and I don't actually know anything. You're so much more smarter. I'm sorry. You are so lucky you don't have to take the final! Luck girl!!!!

Juliana (Gates): I'm sorry for talking about you behind my back, and bullying you all through 6th grade until today. I'm sorry. It took a lot of courage for you to go up there and say sorry to Melissa. And by the way, you have super cute clothes.

Any other people I have hurt by my words or actions: I'm sorry. Today I have learned from my actions and I have learned that other people have similar stories to mine. If you guys look at my Facebook, you would have already seen my post about me being on the news. If you have not seen this video, please watch it first before you read anymore of this blog post.

http://www.localnews8.com/news/Rigby-Junior-High-students-fight-bullying/-/308662/19852656/-/12i57rw/-/index.html

Now that you have watched it, I want to let you guys know what we did.

We did many activity's. Including one called "Cross The Line." What we did was Miss. Rucklos asked us if we had been teased for our weight, hair color, clothes, talk, walk, etc.  and whoever had been teased for it would walk across the line. Whoever walked across would look at the people who did not cross and the people who did not cross would put up the "I love you" sign in sign language for the people who did cross. We also got into groups of four and we told our groups a time we got bullied, our biggest fears, and a "If you really knew me you would know..." I said that when I got called Pignose and got called Moron(my last name is Moore), my biggest fear are high dives and the dark, and I said "If you really knew me you would know that I am a huge pyro and computer Junkie." Which is true. I like fire. a lot.

Moral of this blog post: Please try to stand up for yourself or others when bullying takes place. Don't spread rumors or start them. It seriously hurts the people who you are talking about.

Song Of The Day: Boyfriend- Issues (Its a Punk Goes Pop 5 cover.) This song just makes me happy in Computer Apps.(:

Shoutouts: I kinda already did them..? But whatevs.

Arnie!

Babe, I love you so incredibly much. I was messaging Sebas, and I was telling him how Nobody and nothing can ever express the love I have for you. Together until one of us cheats!(That's how Grace put it.) I love you so much bby <3

I love you baby.<3

-Chelsea.♥

I officially hate you.

Okay, so in my last post, I said I was going to talk about the horrible Mandi & Phebe situation that happened a few months ago. So, if you read my blog, you should probably be reading Rebekah's blog too because she was involved in this too.

 I'm going to say this once: IF YOU DID NOT READ THIS BLOG: http://thescootalooser.blogspot.com/2012/11/yeah-im-sick-of-getting-called-out-of.html I REALLY SUGGEST YOU DO OR ELSE THIS POST WILL NOT MAKE ANY SENSE WHAT SO EVER.

Okay, so how this started was with cheating in a relationship, right? Well, cheating has become a HUGE thing everywhere. Facebook, real life, everywhere. I was recently on Omegle the other day, and I went on spy question. The first question I saw? "If you were in a relationship, and you knew that the other person was cheating, what would you do? I really need advice."

Of course, unlike other people, I was going to give this person advice.

Me: You need to confront them, leave them, and tell somebody. We all need to tell someone about what has been happening and you just need to cry. Its happened to me before as well. And, I've been in fights FOR cheating. Not because I was, but because I confronted the person who was cheating(they were cheating on one of my friends) So, the best thing to do, is to smile, and when you know that someone is going to be there, or even a pet, or stuffed animal, sit down and talk to the/it. It will make you feel so much better.

Later, I gave them my twitter, and we chatted. She's a super nice girl, and she fell for the wrong guy. I am not going to give out her name, or any of our messages because she told me not to, but she is super nice.  She doesn't deserve to go through this pain, nobody ever does.

Back to the story. So, Phebe was riding my bus for a week and I HATED talking to her. Like, ligitamentally HATED talking to her. But, I fought it  out and we started talking about it. She said that she had nothing to do with it, but the vice principle said that PHEBE said I hit her?! How the hell does that make sense? oh yeah, It DOESN'T. God. She pisses me off so much sometimes. There she goes, another lie that's pointless. This whole thing was supposed to be OVER. Bek and I didn't even think of it until some people brought it up to me about Mandi. Apparently, Mandi is trying to get ME AND BEK kicked out now. This is really pissing me off guys. Me, and Bek, We didn't do anything but help a friend.(Who is one of my bestfriends now even if he is a HUGE faggot c;)

So, that was just me ranting about that. Charnie counter: 8 days! c: I always Skype with Arnie, like. everyday, and so I'm trying to not do that because it all started when I called him. Last Friday I believe, before we went back to school after Spring Break. I was currently working on Melissa&I's Tumblr awards photo, and we were talking to eachother. He was at his aunts for some kind of party. So, I called him. We talked for like 2 hours, about serious things, about the texts I sent him on Friday (Don't ask. I was with Grace. It was BOUND to get crazy.), and about us. He's taking a huge step with us, ESPECIALLY because its long-distance. He was really confused about us being together, but I hate long distance too. I never wanted to do it again after this summer, but Arnie is different. He didn't do drugs, he didn't sware a lot, he was super sweet talking to strangers, and he was just different. The first day we met on Omegle(August 8th,2012<3333), we exchanged Twitters and Skypes. He asked for me to be his girlfriend the first day, and on August 10th I was with Katie and this kid from Rigby started messaging me on Facebook, and he told me he liked me. He was hot too. Arnie and I weren't talking, and so I broke up with him. If I hadn't done that, I wouldn't be with him today. So, that proves mistakes CAN make a positive impact. Whether its for one person, or both, It still makes it positive.

Song of the day: Steady As She Goes- The Raconteurs. This song, oh my god. Its sooo good. Thank Lowdy Jebus for this music.

Shout-outs of the day: Grace, Taylor H., Chris, Hunter, Bekolin, Mary, and James.

Grace- K-I-N-G. YOU CAN'T TAKE MY KING FROM ME YOU UGLY! c: SEX CAN WAIT, MASTURBATE! Oh my god, Grace. I freaking love you. Thanks for coming over and partying with me last Friday. It was great and note to selfs: Never stick ice down our bras again unless we absolutely need it.

Taylor H- WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?! I NEVER TALK TO YOU ANYMORE! Come back!

Chris- Thanks for drugging me on Thursday. At least I didn't get paralyzed for 3 hours like with date-rape pills. BAHAH. okay, well, thanks again. -.-

Hunter- Hey, bro. I'm sorry I might have broken your heart. But, we can still be bestfriends(: Deal?

Bekolin- HEY BEK. Waz up?(: Okay, well I hope you and Daws spent a lot of time watching General Conference. I wish I could have came over and just slept, but, NOPE. I WENT TO MY GRANDMAS AND ATE TACO BELL. HAH. Anyway, we need to hang out again! Like, we really need to! Maybe next weekend?(: Mall?

Mary- Thank you so much for sitting by me on the bus EVERY morning(: We diffidently have our moments.


Thanks for readin my pointless stories of  life. It really means a lot. (:


-.Chelsea.-

x ♥ Chelsea is now taken ♥ x

Yes, you heard it right.

I am now TAKEN.

By none other than Arnie Espinoza himself(:

I am SO happy to be with Arnie, its been perdy good. We are really young, but at any age, we should be allowed to love whoever the heck we want, right? Well, that's how me and Arnie are c: So, that's just some updates about us!

Recently, I have been really into making poetry and the people who have inspired me to write are Grace Richmond & James Facer. They both are excellent writers, and how other to maybe inspire them back to write my poetry? Well, I'v written a few in the last month or so and I gave them to Grace, one was really serious one, another was for her, since she has been getting in A LOT of fights with some people. And then a few more that were about daydreams, and stuff like that. But, I wrote a little bit today. I have had the song "A Team" by Ed Sheeran in my head for a while now, I kinda wanted to outline the idea of that.So. Here we go. 

(A/N. (A/N means Authors Note.Just a FYI.) This is going to be in BLACK because its pretty serious.)

She sits there,

Daydreaming without a care.

The teacher yells at her,

"Hey over there!

You need to listen!"

Too bad she was daydreaming about kissing.

She's had a hard life,

Every night she grabs a knife.

She puts it against her throat,

But its cold, like the snow on her coat.

She puts it down,

and then walks into town, 

Only to see who her next victim is.

And her family will be sure to miss.

She gets into his car,

and she stares out the window as they drive to the next bar.

Only so she can waste her life away,

and go back home late that night to lay.

Everyday,

Her life is one replay.

-Chelsea-Evelyn M. Moore

So that was pretty serious right? Well, It was if you don't think so. If you guys haven't heard the song A Team, you are sadly missing out, so here is the song:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UAWcs5H-qgQ

This video is a pretty graphic video (AKA: Drugs, alcohol, partial sex.) 

Please go watch it if you haven't seen it yet. 

So, I have recently changed my URL on Tumblr, so if you follow me, or just check it out, I changed it to "Twerk1nqwbu" and heres a link to check it out: http://twerk1nqwbu.tumblr.com/ and yes, my sidebar is Arnie. Don't judge me for loving my boyfwen.<3 We have video chatted for 7 days in a row now, and we started going out on March 31st. Yes, Easter. I guess things did start going my way. But, I think I actually turned my life around since last month. I haven't done anything I really regret, I have been getting an allowance, and I'v been given my computer, TV, and friend responsibilities back. I really thing I'm turning myself around this time, but wait. I said that last time. Whoops. Either way, I'm going to keep trying.

Songs Of The Day(2):

How To Be A Heartbreaker- Marina and The Diamonds. Dane showed me this band, ang, oh my dear lord. This is great! This band is amazing, and I really love them because they set pretty amazing messages, and the lead singer (Marina,duh.) is a super great singer. She goes so high, and shes sorta in the middle between Alto and Soprano. So, she could go both ways when she sings., So I think thats extremely talented. I hope to sing like her one day.

They Don't Know About Us- One Direction: This is Arnie& I's song c: He thought of it! And I love him for it.

Okay, guys. This is one of my longest posts, next time I'm going to talk about the Mandi& Phebe sitch.

"No freedom until were equal? Damn right I support it."- Macklemore

Love always/

Chelsea "The Scootalooser" Marie.

*Insert Blog Post Name Here*

Hey guys!
Sorry I haven't updated in FOREVER. I'v been grounded for a while because I lost my mothers tablet. I guess karma just came back to kick me in the butt. In 2nd grade, I started to steal and this went on until 5th grade. I never got into TOO big of trouble, just tickets.
Anyway, whats with EVERYONE breaking up?! This is bullshit, guys. I don't want to put names out there, but they were going out for almost a year and the guy said he loved her the day he broke up with her. What the hell. I have now figured out that he likes Bek, and me. Anyway, a few days later, the girl got another boyfriend.
She sexts him. She literally sent me a bunch of the sexts she sends to him. This is disgusting and TOTALLY inappropriate to be doing at such a young age. I realize that guys are total pervs at this age, but still. Girls need to learn that its not attractive. It just makes the boy want to have sex with you and when you do he'll go and tell all of his friends, and then all it does is make you look like a whore. DON'T SEXT.
Anyway. About relationships now.

Dawson&Bek;
HOLY CRAP. You guys have almost gone out for 6 months, and I love you. I'm glad I was there to make you guys a couple. I really love your relationship.  I asked Dawson on a scale from 1-10 how much he loved Bekolin, and he said "over 10" and I was so proud. No guy has ever said that to me about how much he loves his gf. He is seriously the best boyfriend. Bek, you're lucky you have someone as amazing as Dawson to keep you sane, cuz face it. If you only had me & Mary, you probably would have already died of parties. xD

Jacob&I;
So. Me and Jacob have been doing pretty well, we had a huge fight a while ago about his name. He lied to me, which I totally get.
His real name is "Arnie Espinoza" But I call him Jacob still. But whatever. So, he got pretty mad at me when I got "married" to Phillip, and he started talking shit about him, and so I got pissed off and started telling him that he shouldn't be the one to talk. And then Jason asked me out and he got sad because his girlfriend broke up with him. So, we started having another fight, but that didn't last for long. Anyway, We video chatted last night and we started taking about how he would try long distance with me because I really like him, and I have ever since we met. He's my bestfriend and I love him because hes always there to help me if I need help. We had such a good time video chatting last night. Hes perfect, and we talked about how hes coming to Idaho in 3 years and we talked about how he doesn't know if he will. This is our conversation:

Jacob: I don't know if I'm gunna come to Idaho because I'll be driving for like 2 days and I'll be smelly...
Me: I don't care. You really think I would care?!
Jacob: You would.  I have a very MANLY STENCH.
Me: Well. If you can come here with your "Manly stench" and I'll come outside in pajamas with my hair not done and with no makeup on.
Jacob: Deal.

Anyway,
I would really like to thank you guys for reading my pointless life stories(:

Song of the day:  Loverboy-You Me At Six.
This song is what I would have played at Speaker Lab this year if I was aloud to go. This song was also on my favorite album by them,  "Sinners Never Sleep".

Shoutouts:  Dawson Hammond, Arnie Espinoza, and James Facer (ALL GUYS TADAY.)

Dawson: Bro. If you start spooning Bek, You realize I will find you, and kill you, and bring you back to life with my Scootaloo powers, and kill you again. I have a very strong energy towards Bek, and I you spoon, the world will collapse and then we will all die, so just don't do it. Okay? Okay.

Arnie: Hey, babe. Okay, so now that you have found out about my blog, you can start stalking me whenever I post a new post ;D Anyway, thanks for resolving everything with me.
So I wanted you to know that I only date superhero's, so, will you be my superman? c:

James; Keep your head up, bro. You can get through this, I know it. I know it sucks being friendzoned, but I don't worry. It happens to everyone. Just remember. You're not the only one.. I got friendzoned MILLIONS of times. I wonder why..

Nevermind. I know why. Anyway, Just remember, you will find the girl you love, and she will love you back. Not kidding when I say that.

Thanks again for reading guys(: Almost 900 page views! :DD

That one night when you just need someone.

This post is basically all about Bek and I. I know I sound super obsessed, But I sware I'm not.. I just really miss all of this...

 This a picture Bek edited of me before the snow came :P I say about September...

This is another one. This was when I accidentally kicked her mirror and broke a part of it :P 

 This was also when I broke her mirror and she just did a perfect job at editing.

 These were all of our best of's. We had so much fun making&taking those.

 This is another one we took..

 This is a picture Bek edited of me when we went to the mall for Mary's present.

 We wore Varsity jackets. Soon, I gave hers back and we both agreed we have horrible B.O. xD 

 This was the first time I EVER went to Bek's house... This is honestly one of my favorite pics.

 This was me and Mary.. xD

Right now, I just really want a friend by me. It feels like it used to before all the drama between all of us happened. I really need Bekah over here. or me with her. But, I don't think that will happen anytime soon. I really need Bek right now. I just feel like I need her at the moment. I don't know why.. Maybe its just because I miss her..? Maybe its because I need to speak out my feelings and the only one I can speak to is her..? I don't even know. All I do know is that I need to talk to her and laugh my head off with her again.

To be honest, I feel like I am taking over. and being like "No. You cannot hug bek. Shes MY bestfriend." and I just feel like I'm being...Selfish. Or.. Maybe I just need sleep? UGH. WHY CAN'T I JUST FIGURE THIS OUT. Its so hard.
Anyway.
I just don't know. So. Anyway.
I love you guys for reading my pathetic little sappy stories.. I really do. So, thanks.

Song of the day: You Are- Colton Dixon. I recently found out my most favorite American Idol contestant got an album. I'm pretty proud.(:  But this song, just has so much passion.

Shout-outs; Bek.
I know you probably won't reply to me about this. But, I just wanted to let you know all of this.

But, you gotta keep your head up.

Hey guys.
Its nice to finally update my blog again. Recently, my bestfriend, Jo, has been dealing with serious depression. I love him, guys! Hes fantastic and I would hate to lose him. he means a lot to me, and I would really like if you guys went to his Facebook and gave him some support(: I would love you guys forever if you did. Just go to my "friends" list and type in Jo. It would really mean a lot.

Anyway.
I went to Zumba with my mom on Thursday night because it was an hour and a half class. As me and my mom are driving there, we see this guy on his 4 wheeler, me and my mom were making fun of him because his taillight was out in the left side. We went to Zumba, and guess who it was..
JAMES. So, I go in with him and then I see KRISTA. omg. It was great. So, later, my mom stayed on the floor, and I went upstairs with them and we partied! c: I got pretty sick at the end so I sat for a few min. On the last 3 songs I did them. At the end, James and I sang "cups" and it was fun. c:

Song of the day: What makes you beautiful. This song is the song Taylor messaged me one time.

Shoutouts: no one today because i'm so tired. xD okay. bye guys(:

50 Q&A'S(:

Just thought I should do this because I have the day off(:

1. What’s your favorite candle scent?

A: I love the scent "Autumn Pumpkin"! Its so fall-y.

2. What female celebrity do you wish was your sister?

A:I really want Carly Rae Jespen! She would be so much fun to hang out with(:

3. What male celebrity do you wish was your brother?

A: Louis Tonmlinson. BY FAR, LOUIS WILLIAM TOMLINSON.

4. How old do you think you’ll be when you get married?

A:I think I'll be in my late 20's(:

5. Do you know a hoarder?

A:I used to. It was me.

6. Can you do a split?

A: NO. But, i have been trying lately.

7. How old were you when you learned to ride a bike?

A: 7(:

8. How many oceans have you swam in?

A: None.. Sadly. ):

9. How many countries have you been to?

A: I'v been to Europe... so.. idk. 1..?

10. Is anyone in your family in the army?

A: Nope..

11. What would you name your daughter if you had one?

A: Alexandrea!

12. What would you name your son if you had one?

A: Kyle or Niall.

13. What’s the worst grade you ever got on a test?

A: F.. minus.

14. What was your favorite TV show when you were a child?

A: The Brak and Zorac show. xD

15. What did you dress up as on Halloween when you were 8?

A: A Devil. How ironic.

16. Have you read any of the Harry Potter, Hunger Games, or Twilight Saga?

A: Hunger Games, and Twilight Saga(: I don't like Harry Potter...

17. Would you rather have an American accent or British accent?

A: American(:

18. Did your mother go to college?

A: She is right now, actually(:

19. Are your grandparents still married?

A: Um.. My grandpa past away in '07.

20. Have you ever taken karate?

A; I used to take Judo. But that took effort.

21. Do you know who Kermit the frog is?

A: UM. DUH. HES ONLY ONE OF THE GREATEST MUPPETS EVER.

22. What’s the first amusement park you’ve been to?

A: Circus Circus in Vegas!

23. What language, besides your native language, would you like to be fluent in?

A: Italian!

24. Do you spell the color as grey or gray?

A: Gray(:

25. Is your father bald?

A: Nope!

26. Do you know triplets?

A: No, But I know twins. The Peralta's.

27. Do you prefer Titanic or The Notebook?

A: I'v actually never seen either.. But Titanic(:

28. Have you ever had Indian food?

A: Dude. I AM ITALIAN. I PRACTICALLY EAT IT EVERYDAY.

29. What’s the name of your favorite restaurant?

A: TGIF. But, they closed. Sad.. )":

30. Have you ever been to Olive Garden?

A; No.. I'm such a loser.

31. Do you belong to any warehouse stores? (ie. Costco, BJ’s, etc.)

A: No.

32. What would your parents have named you if you were the opposite gender?

A: Colton or Hunter or Ruger. Dads back in '99.

33. If you have a nickname, what is it?

A: Bugaboo, Boo, Bell. XD

34. Who’s your favorite person in the whole world?

A: Skyler Astin. That boy is freaking ATTRACTIVE.

35. Would you rather live in a rural area or the suburbs?

A: idk.. How about Rigby.

36. Can you whistle?

A: Actually, no...

37. Do you sleep with a nightlight?

A: Not anymore!

38. Do you eat breakfast every morning?

A: Usually...

39. Do you take any pills or medication daily?

A: Not really anymore, I used to.

40. What medical conditions do you have?

A: Nothing anymore. I used to be diagnosed with depression.

41. How many times have you been to the hospital?

A: A LOT. My mom works there c;

42. Have you ever seen Finding Nemo?

A: DUDE. THATS ONE OF MY FAVORITE MOVIES.

43. Where do you buy your jeans?

A: Kohls! COLORED SKINNIES ALL THE WAY!

44. What’s the last compliment you got?

A: Your Tumblr is amazing!!!!!

45. Do you usually remember your dreams in the morning?

A: Only if they're reallllyy good. and, off this note, if I dream about drowning, I wake up so different. i keep thinking about how you can just die so quickly and stop breathing.

46. What flavor tea do you enjoy?

A: All Peace Teas, and Arizonas(:

47. How many pairs of shoes do you currently own?

A: I wear : 3 or 4 All: I think around 25.

48. What religion will you raise your children to practice?

A: Depends on my husband(:

49. How old were you when you found out that Santa wasn’t real?

A: like... 11 or 12.

50. Why do you have a blog?

A: To vent and talk about important things.

Song Of The Day: Jane Doe- NeverShoutNever. I loved this song when I first met Melissa, and I'v listened to so much more NSN since then(:

Shoutouts of the day: Bek and Dawson, my child.

This relationship is going to go farther then ever. You guys are the cutest couple ever, and I love both of you. I'm proud to have made a relationship as cute as you guys. Please stay together forever. Please.

x~.Chelsea.~x

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No Diggity. Don't read this unless you have seen Pitch Perfect)

Hey guys. So this is just going to be a quick post! Yesterday, I went to Fred Meyer's(ITS VERY IMPORTANT YOU NAME THE STORE BECAUSE YOU NEED TO REMEMBER WHERE YOU GOT YOUR MOST FAVORITE MOVIE EVER.) and bought it.  My grandma and me watched it right when we got home. It was so fun. I love this part;

The guy in there, is also on Glee. HES VERY ATTRACTIVE. Maybe its just how much he cares and that he can sing... I don't know.. But. Like. I didn't know that the chick was going to throw up in the beginning!!! And then when they fight and the girl starts making a throw-up angel. EW. xD
Turn the beat around.
I love Fat Amy. Her, and the Chinese girl, and Becca are my favorite Bella's. My favorite Trembles are Bumper, the one with glasses, and of course. Skyler Austin. <3
One of my favorite scenes is when Fat "Amy" (HER REAL NAME IS PATRICIA. XDD) is filling up the bus with gas and bumper throws the burrito. Amy's all like "I'V BEEN SHOT!!" Oh my gosh. I love that scene. Also, The riff off and the one where Skyler is showing her the Breakfast club. I really wanted them to kiss.... )': Anyway,
Pitch Perfect has inspired me so much. I love it.

Song Of the day: ANY PITCH PERFECT SONG.

Shoutouts; none. Sorry guys(:

Kisses, Opposites, and Wrestling.

Opposite Day 2013 was my first opposite day with my bestfriends. So. Here's how it went.
Rebekah was Dawson
Sienna was Marcus
Kelsie was Isiah
I was Taggert.
Taggert was me.
Isiah was Kelsie.
Marcus was Sienna.
Dawson was Rebekah.
This my friends, was so much fun. But, Taggert wasn't there on Friday because he had wrestling tournament in Minniko. I hope he did really good(: I'll get to see him on Monday.

This my friends, IS WHAT I CREATED. 

Yes, I did create Bek and Dawson!

Wanna hear the story, kids?

WELL TOO FREAKING BAD, YOUR GUNNA HEAR IT ANYWAY.

 

So, It all started the first time we ever had an advisory activity. I saw Bek, went over to here she introduced me to a lot of her friends I hadn't  met yet. So, being the awkward girl I am I went up to Dawson and said "Hey, You should go kiss Bek. PLeeaassee" And then Dawson's all like "Nah."

So, Next I went up to Bek and asked her to do the same thing. Shes all like "OH MAI HECK. NOO."

So, the day right after the advisory, BAM. THEIR GOING OUT. PEOPLE. I MADE THIS 4 MONTH RELATIONSHIP. ITS LIKE... I'M THE RELATIONSHIPS' MOMMY AND IT IS MY CHILD. OMG. IMMA MATCH MAKER... I WANT A SHOW ON BRAVO. NOW.

YEAAYYY :DDD

 

lol. Okay. So With Taggert and everything.

Shandi chewed me out the other day because she's his cousin and she doesn't approve of it..? Who the hell does she think she is telling me what to do with MY RELATIONSHIP. I mean really. What would she do if I was her boyfriend's cousin and told her I was pissed off and didn't approve of it. Taggert makes me feel happy. Why can't people just back off about it and stop. I mean really.

 

Anyway.

 

Song of the Day: The Line by The Eastern Sea. I heard this song on Buckwild and absolutely fell in love with it. "There is so much, to be judged, if you only knew. But there's a line as long as time on the right hand side of paradise. And I should probably smile, but all I want is you. Down the street, once a week. I will go to you. Fight the crowds as they scream so loud just to get a view, ohh."

 

Shout Outs Of The Day: Grandma, Taggert, and Mandi.

Grandma: thanks so much for buying me things<3 I love you forever and ever.<3

 

Taggert: hey, babe. Okay, so. uhm. I don't wanna break up with you and I really don't want you to break up with me...

 

Mandi: You are such a little bitch. YOU DECIDE THAT YOU WANNA SPREAD RUMORS ABOUT KALEB?! HE DIDN'T FUCK YOU MANDI. NO ONE WOULD. Ugh, I'm so sick of you and your little fucking problems! GO AWAY. OKAY.

 

Thanks for reading guys(: x

 

Betcha didn't know:

That I get off grounding in 1 week c:

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Today was great(:
You are probably wondering why my title is a date (today). Well, I have a boyfriend.(:
His name is Taggert Andersen. We have been flirting with each other for a couple weeks now, and he finally popped the question today. So, Collin Squires gave Taggert this packet of crushed red pepper. So, taggert gave me half, and he took half. We both just ate it and it freaking BURNED. It was horrible. So, we ran to the cafiteria to get water, BUT THAT SURE DIDN'T HELP. So, later, we went outside and ate snow. THE CLEAN SHOW. So I'm sitting there and Taggert throws a snowball at me. So, we start having this HUGE snowball fight right by Mrs.Dayley's classroom, and he takes this huge handful of snow and dumps it all over my head. I was FREEZING. Oh mai fetch it was HORRIBLE. After that we went back in and we went over to the rest of the wrestlers. I went into Davenports and I sang to her. I sang Cups by Anna Kendrick. I have mastered that song COMPLETELY. And Taggert came in. Then I forgot the song. So. yah know. GREAT. After that, I was about to leave and Taggert handed me a note. being a girl I knew what the note said. IT SAID "WILL YOU GOING AWT ME!" Hes dumb. But a funny dumb. c: Hes cute. like. REALLY  CUTEE. (:

So, I said yes. duh. We went and made banners for the dodgeball game. We splattered markers and got it all over ourselfs. After, I wrote my name on Taggert's arms then the wrestlers splattered his arms with marker. He looked hot(: We took pictures together and then Juliana made fun of us.(: I love Juliana.

Anyway.

Song of the day: Cups by Anna Kendrick. I chose this song because I sang this song to Mr.Choffin and he absolutely loved it. Hes a really good guy/teacher.

Shoutouts; Bek,James,Tigger(:

Bek: So. I heard you sang the national anthum. I'M SO SORRY I MISSED IT. )": I reallly wanted to hear you...): But, I hope you did really god and I hope you had fun(: I really miss you and I think we should have a V-day party. idk if Tigger would come though... It would be awkward for him. xD But I do seriously love you. We will always be bestfriends.. I think the only fight we have had is the chocolate.. WHICH I WILL PAY YOU BACK.


James: hey. I miss those gosh darn hugs! Its not cool bro!! But, I do hope that you do really good in your bet. keeep it goin! You'll get there(:

Tigger: Hey, I love you(: I wish I had my tablet so I could text you.. But I don't.. Good luck today at your tournament. I'll miss you!! 


Betcha didn't know:
I'm gunna be a wrestler manager next year!(:

another post c:

mmkay. So this has gotta be fast! So, Kaleb is going to start school tomorrow and I'm think he likes me... He messaged me and said "hey gorgeous :)" I was flatterd, but idk if I actually like him. anyway. now I must go. Soooo..

Song of the day : Enimies- Shinedown. The 2nd night I spen with the Bek the Macki's came over and Zach sang that song. Zach is a super epic singer.
Shoutouts;
Bek, James, and Lyla.
Bek; Hey gorgeous. I FOUND MY DARE PAPER. SO I'll do those(:
James; Heeeyyyy c: whats up? anyway. I'll see you tomarrow!!!(:
Lyla; Hey. I love your brother. but I think I will take up the job of Jr. High manager(: x

I think I'm going to start a thing where I go "Betcha didn't know"

So..
Betcha didn't know that;
I don't know if I want to meet Jacob anymore.