Closure.

Everyone in their life needs closure. Some people honestly just don't know the truthful meaning to closure. Closure, in my dictionary, means you just need to stop the process, and end everything. Kill all the nerves. I think that James needs to have closure with Bek. He hurts her and I just can't take anymore of it. If Bek can't take anymore of it either, its seriously killing her a lot more. I hate it when Bek gets hurt because shes kinda my bestfriend, ya know?  So to be honest, I would just like to end the whole James, Bek, Relationship friend thing. Its irritating. Bek doesn't even want to talk to James anymore because she wants it to end more than I do. I'm sorry, but when things have gone on for so long and people are getting hurt and have no idea whats going to happen in the future, Its just time to quit. The past is behind us. Not in front of us, or right now. This is seriously so annoying. What seriously pissed me off more than anything was when you said you didn't give a fuck about Bek anymore. THAT WAS FUCKING STUPID. You put sooooo much devotion into her and then you just, BAM! Drop her. No. okay? Nuh uh. That's not what you do when you have loved this girl since 9th grade and now you decide to just forget about her? ONCE AGAIN. She had her own OPINION about your girlfriend. I don't care if it was mean or not. As long as you still love her, that's all that matters. I don't need to be fighting with you about this, but you seriously need to get this through your head. Bek is hurt. You have broken the one girl you never even wanted to hurt. And yet, you keep breaking her. And now you say that shes completely fine with it..? If you think that, you don't even know her at all. Now, don't start arguing with me about this. I'm already sick of my bestfriend getting hurt constantly. The best thing to do right now, is completely let go, and cut the nerves. You need to figure out that Bek loves Dawson now to the full extent, and shes getting over you a little more each day. At the End of The World party, Bek wasn't even thinking about you, until Bob brought you up. And then as soon as we changed the subject Bek's mind left you alone. Please understand that this is how its going to be for now on. You may try to change that, but its not going to work. Bek and I already talked about this and decided that you weren't worth it. Sure, she asked you back out, but to her that seems like she made a huge mistake, and shes starting to regret it knowing that she could have spent her time on someone who was worth it. Bek is tired of your mom calling her horrible names. Its sorta like what Bek said to Kat, huh? Yeah. So don't get mad at Bek because she called Kat a whore. Your mom does the exact same fucking thing. If your going to throw a hissy fit about Bek calling Kat a whore, maybe you should think twice about the way you reacted when your mother did the same thing to Bek. This is ridiculous and everyone's sick of it. Not just Bek and I. If you text her, she won't reply because she knows what might happen if she does. Listen, you know Kat doesn't love you. Shes always got a crush on another guy and its never going to be just you. But that's normal for a girl. Don't get too dedicated and attached because if she breaks your heart, you can't blame us because we just warned you about how much it hurts to be shattered. And this is the only way we are gunna talk to you. Its through the blogs. We know you don't have to reply, we know you may not read it, and its proof for the whole world to see. Be pissed all you fetching want. We could really care less, and this is how Bek and I truly feel.

Okay. So i'm done. Please think about this. k. baii x

xxxx.....Chelsea.....xxxx